Road to better skin

Assalamualaikum.

I have acne-prone, oily and sensitive skin. There is no day that I have no pimples on my face staring at you. Tapi during pkp, for some reason it got worse. Aku rasa my current skin condition yang paling teruk after zaman matrik. I know no one read this... this is just for my future reference. So that I know what ingredients and what brand should I avoid (tak sure kenapa tapi kalau one product doing no good for me, i have to avoid other product from same brand).

Pixi Glow Tonic

I bought this in February at Sephora. Aku rasa tu last time aku keluar jalan KL, sedih betul. I miss going around without mask. Aku pernah guna trial size tahun 2018 kot. Masa tu muka aku tak okay pun, ada jerawat jugak but still got the glow lah. Tapi lepas beli full size, it makes my skin looks rough? It doesnt help with pores, whitehead at all? Sedih. 

Jelita.Kl Premium Saffron Toner (PST 2.0)

This is my first local product kot. Maybe not, tak sure. Aku beli sebab mostly kat twitter/ig rave about how good this product.... so aku pun beli... sebab TERLUPA yang aku TAK BOLEH guna/pakai product yang ada rose. It feels good for a few days, feels hydrated... sebelum jerawat naik 2-3 ketul. Bertambah sedih.

Yello Snowmeric Serum

Tak putus asa dengan local products, i bought from another brand. Yello. I bought their famous otms and snowmeric trial. Actually aku tak sure nak cakap apa pasal mask tu. It doesn't do anything to my skin. For snowmeric, my skin got breakout after using this. I got pimples on my philtrum and on my cheek which hurts like crazy. Aku taktau ingredients apa yg buat kulit aku macam ni but i guess beta-glucan? Sebab I think I used to avoid beta-glucan (i avoid korean products for years because of this). Ingredients yang lain tu aku rasa macam okay dan ada juga yang aku tak pernah nampak sebelum ni. Sebenarnya aku tak perasan pun it got beta-glucan. My fault, excited sangat nak habis kan duit.  

The Ordinary Caffeine Solution

My dark circle teruk gila sejak balik rumah. Of course lah, kejap tidur awal kejap tidur subuh. Semua salah chinese drama. Tapi aku dah tak layan chinese drama, tapi still tidur lambat. I guess aku memang jenis tak boleh tidur awal kot. Beli the ordinary caffeine sebab good reviews on twitter. Pakai for one month, bawah mata looks extra dry. Terus stop guna. 

Lumi Face Oil

Aku baru ja guna face oil, dalam 4 hari lepas kot. Aku suka sebenarnya face oil ni, buat muka aku tak berminyak sangat walaupun dia oil. Pastu kulit aku nampak smooth ja tapi tulah jerawat aku tak stop naik. Aku tau punca dia apa sebenarnya... vitamin E. Tulah dah tau tak okay dengan vitamin E, gigih jugak nak beli. Aku dah lama elak vitamin E sebenarnya tapi face oil ni macam best sebab tu beli jugak. 

Ada lagi tapi... kecewa betul sampai malas nak tulis. Tapi baru perasan banyak pulak local products. Maybe sebab duduk rumah asyik layan twitter, masa kat ukm dulu jarang sebenarnya bukak twitter, asyik layan youtube. Sebenarnya nak letak gambar skin condition aku tapi segan pulak sebab teruk sangat. Sekarang ni aku cuma pakai serum-moisturizer. 

I really hope my skin get better. I'm going to start my internship this October. Taknak la hadap orang dengan muka macam ni, sedih la. Penat la sedih dengan muka sendiri. Penat la spent duit dekat muka tapi muka teruk jugak. Tak pakai apa huduh, pakai pun huduh. Assalamualaikum.